It's time to be free..

Dear you,

It's time to be free. It's time to be me.

I'm free from your laziness. Free from your immaturity. Free from my insecurities.

I've wasted too much time and tears on you. Now it's time for me to move on, completely. I hope my friends and family lock me up if I try to take you back again.

Three strikes and you're out. Next batter up! And hopefully, he can hit a home run instead of foul balls.

I know God wants a happy future and marriage for me. I know he wants happiness for me. And so do I. I deserve a guy that can treat me to a dinner other than Dairy Queen and Subway. I deserve a guy that will cook for me more than once every four months. I deserve a guy that can't keep away from me, that puts me first in his life instead of bros, smoking and drinking. I deserve a guy that wouldn't even think about cheating on me. That feels remorse when he hurts or upsets me. That doesn't disappoint me. I deserve a guy that has a great job and is dedicated to it.

I still believe you are a great guy, and I hope that you learn to live up to that potential. I have faith in you, and I still wish the best for you and your future. I'm just not part of it. I wanted to be, but you wanted to be free. And now you are. And so am I. So let me move on.

Love,
Me.