Andrea and I left for our California vacation on Monday. We will be here for a whole week. She and I both need a vacation, and I'm so excited to go, but I'm worried how this will affect my relationship with Danny. This will be the longest we have been away from each other since we got back together in January.
It will either make or break us.
So far.. it's breaking us.
He texts me every now and then and has called me. However, it just seems like he doesn't care that I'm gone. I have been the one that ends up calling him so lately I have just not been contacting him at all. That's when all the texts started coming.
Now, more than before, it seems like he actually misses me. However, he told me today that he hasn't worked at all since I'm gone because he has been staying with a friend out in the country. That doesn't make the money issues better.
He promises things will be different when I get back. That makes it sound like he's on vacation right now too.. from me, from work. He has had no responsibilities these last four days. This leaves me to question: What kind of person will I be going back to? Is he always going to need a little vacation from me? How many times do we need to take a break to realize A) We really want to be with each other or B)This just isn't going to work?
~Erin Lester
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