Danny and I have seen each other a few more times since I've been back and texted quite a bit, but nothing has been serious. The two times he has come over (and stayed) was merely sexual. I know that probably sounds bad. But I would rather be casually sexual with one man than with many. The second time I told him that I don't want anything serious with him. And I didn't say, "right now," or anything. I gave that statement no time limit. He understood.
I was worried that would make things more awkward. Or that it would piss him off to the point where we wouldn't talk for days. However, he texted me his recording of the second part of his song the next day. And to my surprise even more, the day after that he and Chaz were driving around. They saw me walking towards my house and stopped to talk and see the pups. He gave me a hug when they went to leave and brushed my hands. It was subtle, but it sent a surge of electricity through my body and made me miss his touch.
Several people were worried when they heard I was still talking and hanging out with him. Some don't believe that I can keep it friendly and not want anything more. However, I think I'm doing good and I think it's working for us. Tonight the Cactus hosts karaoke night so I'm assuming I will see him downtown tonight.
~Erin Lester
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